Still no meds and holding steady
I am still medication free. So far no side effects. The depression is not any better but it is also not any worse. I feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop still. I am still not getting out much. Every morning I have good intentions of going and doing things but as of yet, I haven't really made any real good attempts. I have been a few places but not as many as I should. I truly think now that I have gotten so used to staying in bed and covering up my head that it has become more of a habit.
I am not afraid of getting out now so why don't I? That's the question I am working on right now. Am I still in depression or am I being a coward and taking the easy way out. Have I just got so used to living with depression that I don't know how to live without being depressed?
