Showing posts with label path in life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label path in life. Show all posts

Monday, September 15, 2014

Finding my path

Finding My Path

Feeling a little lost

I spent the last three years struggling to find myself again only to discover the "me" I was searching for doesn't exist anymore.  I'm different and my life is different. I don't know this new woman or her life. She doesn't have a career,  like I did. She doesn't have kids at home, like I did. We have the same husband,  but not the same relationship.  I'm so lost. 

I thought this would be an exciting time. That anything was possible.  I'm supposed to be on a new journey of discovery.  That's what I told others and I still believe that. However,  I didn't expect to feel so lost. I'm not excited. The truth is I'm scared.  I don't know where to go from here.  Have I somehow lost the path?  If so, how do I get back on? 

I know that God has a plan for me, and I need to just keep living one day at a time. Live in the present.