The Depression Roller Coaster
I have never liked riding roller coasters but with depression, I
ride one often. A good few days then a bad one. I sometimes think I would rather not have the good days because it just makes the bad one that much harder. When I was in my depression hole, I knew the next day would be bad just like the previous. There wasn't any surprises. Now that I am starting to have good days, When the bad day shows up, I feel a lot more let down. I don't like waking up wondering what my day is going to be like. I need to start following the
steps again. They will stop the ride. I am ready to get off the roller coaster.
