Still no meds and holding steady
I am still medication free. So far no side effects. The depression is not any better but it is also not any worse. I feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop still. I am still not getting out much. Every morning I have good intentions of going and doing things but as of yet, I haven't really made any real good attempts. I have been a few places but not as many as I should. I truly think now that I have gotten so used to staying in bed and covering up my head that it has become more of a habit.
I am not afraid of getting out now so why don't I? That's the question I am working on right now. Am I still in depression or am I being a coward and taking the easy way out. Have I just got so used to living with depression that I don't know how to live without being depressed?
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Hi there Jem. I fully read your blog, and wanted to wish you luck in your endeavor to reclaim your life. I am not hear to tell you I know what your going thru, because I don't. I AM hear to tell you that YES, with God ANYTHING is possible. I can tell you to believe in Him, believe in family, and the most important one, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!!! Those my dear are "The Big Three". I wish to follow, and would love to have the opportunity to chime in every so often. And remember, SMILE.. :)
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