Wednesday, October 1, 2014

The Depression Roller Coaster

The Depression Roller Coaster

I have never liked riding roller coasters but with depression, I ride one often.  A good few days then a bad one.  I sometimes think I would rather not have the good days because it just makes the bad one that much harder.  When I was in my depression hole, I knew the next day would be bad just like the previous.  There wasn't any surprises.  Now that I am starting to have good days, When the bad day shows up, I feel a lot more let down.  I don't like waking up wondering what my day is going to be like.  I need to start following the steps again.  They will stop the ride.  I am ready to get off the roller coaster. 

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